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she see's a man  with a blue top, black trouser's in  car key's on his hands, walks towards her, her hearts starts to beat fast, boom boom boom boom, she looks down on the tard floor, licks her lips and caugh's demanding him to look at her, he proceeds, moving towards her, he looks straigh ahead, as though he does not behold her presents, as they get closer together, him towards her, vise versa, she looks up, and there he is, she's shocked, thinking to herself, shall  i tell him to stop, her moment comes and gone, left with strange emotions, she heads home, never looking back once at him, why should i? she wonder's, only in hope she wishes that he is looking back at her.

at home she opens her door, enter's in  and catches her breath, wishing that tommorow will be a new day to catch his eye's again.she knows that he is married, but that  means nothing to her, she knows that she can not have him, but she's still inlove, wishing that she did not feel this way, but somethings we just can not deny. everyday she looks out of her window, and he'll be there seven thirty he gets his car starting, ready to head off for work. monday he's there. tuesday he's there, wednsday, thursday and friday. she waits for him, making sure she cant be seen peeking out her bedroom window. in a pink pj's no slippers on, she doesnt have time to put them on.  weekends she see's him walking with his wife, a shopping store next to where they live, she tries not to walk their way, she feels shy and  sad all at once, knowing that this man will never be her's she does all she can not to bump into him.  if only she was in the wife, she thinks to herself, forgetting what she wanted inside she shop, she heads back home, to white walls, plasma screan and a bottle of gin, to dry her tears. she knows she's being stupid, why would  he look at her anyway, her hair is not as long , her figure is not as curvy and her smile is not as big, she has no car and she has  no family like she has, all by herself, she does her all to keep herself happy, going out and having fun does not fill her void of wanting love, left in this life she has no one, only  wishes, wishes of a man she can never have.

from time to time , she thinks of the morning her  kettle broke down, she was getting ready for work, when it stoped working, half seven on the dot, tuesday  on the twety seventh, she called his name from the parking lot, he came to her kitchen door, to fix the kettle, no words were said for atleast ten minuites, after he had finished, he asked her name, she replied with a smile, shook her hand and told her , i must go. since that day, she knew this was the one, finding out he was married was not part of the plan. even though she knows we dont always get what we want in life, she never stops hoping...............